I had a weird one last night

The dream I had last night was so real, when I woke up I was confused. I was asking myself "Wait, I was dreamin'?" I really don't want to go into describing the dream as it is very personal, but I just wanted to share that it was so real. It was a very cerebral dream. I was psychoanalyzing  people that I have not met yet. I know of these people, I just have not met them yet. So knowing of them, I know a little about the life they are living, and my analysis of them was stunningly accurate. At least to what I believe. This just gives me more hope that I in fact am following my dreams to become what I truly desire. I am now literally dreaming about it. This may become a long road, but I don't feel like it is going to be that difficult. I feel this way because I know this is something I truly want to do. Following your dreams could never be a difficult task and you will most likely do it with pleasure. I know psychology is what I was meant to do. Every ounce of me knows this. I want to say sorry to all who disagree that psychology is not a good career path for financial stability. Am I financially stable now? no, so what is the difference then? The difference will be me doing what I love and was meant to do. I will be truly happy for once. So I will no longer be bothered by all of you who try to bring me down. I don't care what you say anymore, this is my life and I know what I want and need.

Older posts

I just realized I had some unpublished posts and just posted them. The last two posts are old. But I published them anyway as they are part of my chronicles of life. Yeah I'm depressed most of the time, but try to do what I can to make life better.

Roman Blizzcon and a Dancing Paramedic

Friday 9/2/11

Yay! it's been about a week since I could remember my dreams. Last night I did! This one was crazy funny. At Least to me it was. Didn't make much sense either. I have yet to figure the meaning of it I just woke up not 5 min ago and I am trying to write it down so I don't forget. I usually never do forget my dreams, but you never know. I know I don't recall every single dream I ever had. But I do remember a dream I had when I was about 7 years old. It wasn't a scary one either. I will save that for another blog entry.

Last night's dream starts out under a tent canopy at Blizzcon. I am standing in a rather large crowd. A man is standing on top of a fountain talking about something. Seeing that he is on the fountain I immediatly assume we are in Rome, Italy. That brings a smile to my heart, being in Italy.The next thing that happens is very out of character for me, but not in my dreams. I decide to speak to the crowd. I begin talking about coming up with better Rp'ing roles in WoW. People are curious as to what I have to bring to WoW with this new idea of a young Prince who tries to overthrow the King. Not real sure how all the story went that I told, maybe that is all I said, but people began to cheer after hearing about a king being taken out of control by a young boy over powered with runic powers. Sounds a lot like a death knight to me.

Anyway, the speech is over and I start walking around. Looking at all the different merchant's booths that are scattered along the ancient, tattered streets of Rome. I'm really enjoying the scenery when all of a sudden I see a guy I know. I immediately walk to him. This guy was apparently with me the whole time on this trip. I just never realized it until I finally saw him. I walk up to him and he puts his arm around me as he pulls me in closer to him he looks down and kisses me. In my dream I can feel the emotions flowing. Happiness, love, excitement, and peace. The funny thing is I know this guy in real life. He is someone I spent part of my life in school with. to protect his identity I will not give the name but his initials are T.C. We are a happy couple who traveled to Italy  to go to Blizzcon. After Blizzcon we go to what seems like an apartment in New York City. We are sitting at a computer desk and I am showing him some stuff on the computer. Then he says wait what is that file right there? I am too shy and don't want him to see it. I say it is nothing but he takes over and clicks on it opening a video file....

We are listening to music and Cat Scratch Fever comes on. TC looks at me and says I didn't know you liked Steely Dan? Amazing how things work in dreams. Steely Dan singing Cat Scratch Fever? Anyway, the video file that was opened happens to be playing cat scratch fever and there I am in front of the camera with a brush singing. I have curlers in my hair too. I am so embarassed for him to see this video as I know what is coming. I'm really getting into the song on the video then I stand up and you see me wearing a paramedic uniform, shirt untucked, my hair in those rollers and still got my tactical boots on holding a hair brush microphone. What a sight! You can see my sister in the background sitting in a recliner messing with some Christmas ornaments. Laughing at me act goofy. I then begin dancing ballet. TC and I burst out laughing. I am so embarassed. the camera follows me to a kitchen where my parents are sitting at a round table drinking coffee. My mom wearing her housecoat, they laugh at my but I continue doing soutenu en tournant around them. I'm looking at the screen thinking why am I doing ballet wearing a paramedic uniform? We continued watching the silly video of me dancing and singing cat scratch fever then I woke up.

I just re read all of this and I am laughing. What a weird dream.